| Hi, my name is Ashley. Once upon a
time I was heavily addicted to
marijuana, cigarettes and alcohol - these things ruled my life.
Then
when I foolishly progressed into other drugs I knew it would be the end
of me if I didn’t do something. Trying everything in my power I could never give up, only trading one habit for another. I would give up cigarettes for a while only to smoke more marijuana. Once I went to Melbourne to get away from the people I knew and to get off marijuana, and I became an alcoholic for the time I was there. Then as soon as I got back I got straight back into pot. This sort of thing went on for years, five or six in fact. However, when I look back I can see that God was working in me a long time before I realized it. He started to change my life about four years ago. I was at work and a guy came up to me and said, "How’s it going?” "Alright," I said. "Are you good?" he asked. "I’m OK," I said, or something along those lines. Then he said to me, "You can be even better - you can have the love of Jesus in your heart." "Everyone to their own," I said as I chuckled in my head at his forwardness. That same day I asked to go home early because we had finished what we were doing. I caught the train to Caboolture and rode my bike from there. I usually go straight up Hasking Street, but this time I detoured through the car park where I saw a group of people working on a car. By the time I got there they had fixed the car and I got talking to them, realising that I had known them about a year earlier. When I knew them they were into the same stuff as me. But something was different. "Praise God," one of them said, "miracles are happening everywhere we’re following God." Quite stirred, I continued the conversation as one of them gave me a card which said on the front, "How to get to hell." When you opened it up there was nothing in there. Believe it or not it spoke to me a lot. Then one of them asked if they could pray for me and I said yes. As I went to ride off, they laid their hands on me and prayed for me on the street. A subtle tear ran down my cheek, the first for years. Carina, who now is a great friend of mine, asked if I wanted her to pick me up on the following Sunday and take me to church. "I’ve got nothing to lose," I thought, and said "yes". I’ve gone to that same church ever since. I have been set free from drugs, alcohol, cigarettes and eternal separation from God for about four years now, and live every day for Jesus. Ashley Mclean 22/12/2002
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